Today I open my blog with nothing to blog about, ok la not nothing, there's something but it's kindda embarassing to put it here. I memang suka ramble and whine kan. I'm too spoilt, I think. I do not want to be this kind of person but at that particular moment when you don't think and u end up doing something just to regret it later. Why? Why can't I be that reasonable person that I am now at that particular moment. Why do I have to follow my feelings instead of thinking through things first. Is it just me or everyone's like that or maybe their situation is not as severe as mine. I regret doing the things I did. That's it. I ended up hurting the person I loved most. I do not want to be this clinging, spoilt, manja, mengada- ngada kind of person. I want to be wise. But I guess it comes with age and experience.